Tonight I am heartbroken and seeking only Him. I want so dearly to understand the reason for this hurt, but the words I hear Him saying are "No, My dearest one. Trust Me. Look to Me and no one else for comfort. I alone will provide all that you need."
I want to cry in sorrow for the consequences of my own sinfulness but no tears will come. This is selfishness, wanting the situation to immediately be set aright merely because I have said my apologies. Healing takes time, especially when hurt runs deep.
My pride, my selfishness, my pain.
His love, His mercy, His forgiveness.
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